Twenty-five. Today I am twenty-five. A quarter of a century.
Most people start to worry about getting old once they turn twenty-five. Or if you are like my sister-in-law, you may start that at twenty-two. I honestly don't mind getting older. Wait, wait. I hear you. We'll see if I am still saying this when I am thirty and then forty. But, hear me out ok.
At twenty-five I have already experienced so much in life. College, falling in love, marriage, pregnancy, giving birth, learning to be a mama. But, regardless of all I have experienced, I still feel too young to have experienced it. Does that make sense? I had this conversation with Taylor the other day and he said he knew what I meant. I think about myself and still feel like I should be or am too young to be married and to be a mother.
So I guess maybe turning twenty-five validates me to be old enough for these things? I really have no clue, but I am embracing it and loving the fact that I am older. I think no matter what age I turn I will still feel too young to be where I am. Is that where the phrase "young at heart" comes from?
Well, anyways. Here's to twenty-five! And goodbye twenty-four. You were so great. You made me a mama.
Happy Birthday!!! I felt too young to be a wife and mom at 34. You don't age much more mentally after your mid-20's. My husband and I looked at each other and thought, "we have a KID?! Are we old enough for that?" Crazy.
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